I always come up with these "fantastic ideas" that I think will fix things, when really, they usually end up hurting me. For instance, Josh. I always wonder how he is doing and whats going on in his life. He is a Basketball player and this week was try outs. I haven't talked to him in a few weeks, (for certain reasons) but for some odd reason I felt like being a "good person" and texting him to see how he did. The conversation started out fine, he didn't make the team, but he wasn't upset about it. We talked for a minute and then I told him that I miss talking to him and that we should try being friends again. Want to know what he said about that?? "I'm going to have to think about that for a while and get back to you." That made me so upset! After everything he did and said to me, he has to think about being friends? Gosh.. I just don't understand. I guess I kind of figured texting him tonight would end badly, but I still went for it. I am so dumb! I think I was expecting him to apologize for hurting me so much, and for being so heartless towards me. Now I know that in the future I should expect for the worst when it comes to him.
Well, I'm off to bed! Goodnight, fellow bloggers!(:
I'm so glad you made that choice not to have a boyfriend until you're 16... and even then you still won't want one. Hahaha boys are just trouble and drama, but good learning experience!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry things have been hard with boys, but you're beautiful and the Lord has SO much in store for you, so remember that okay? You're His Daughter and NOBODY can take that from you... :)